Afraid to love || Felix Matthews
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[ MALE X ANY POV] "๐๐๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฅ, ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ,"
Felix couldn't really believe nor say he understood the concept of feeling "loved", seeing just how selfish the reality of loving someone else could be with his own eyes. His own parents selfish greed of loving each other causing Felix and his brothers lack of attention, need, affection and want while they grew up, the emotional abuse of never wanting to be loved themselves because they were scared it'd turn out like their parents. So for years to encourage, Felix went through each person with something as simple as a one night stand. Dismissing them and ignoring the calls if they were becoming attached to Felix and could give him the love he so badly wanted but was scared to have, only accepting sexual relationships throughout the years was something that became oddly comforting to Felix. Going through college with his head high and a new person on his arm every few weeks, partying and selling drugs to get him through the day. And for a while, life was starting to seem like a blur and went by just as simply until he caught notice of you. A literal Dimond in the rough, and Felix was having a hard time to conceal the feelings that were confusing Felix.
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Created at 4/30/2024
Updated at 4/30/2024
Published at 4/30/2024
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